madly in love with you mr . blogspot !

;p haha .. how could i ? .
jangan jealous .
dah jumpa my real best friend
so here meet my best friend .
mr. blogspot ~


p/s :: dont worry .. i'll always love you no matter how .. ;)

KEMBARA P'CES (sem dec-april 09)

it was quite a big shock to my family and friends when i decided to join a camping organized by my fellow friends ( iaitu p'ces members la .. erm p'ces ni stands for civil eng. society which is my faculty) on last 23rd jan until 25th jan..the 3days and 2 nights camp was really tiring but very enjoyable . yeah . yg paling best pasal kem ni ialah my job was to cook for everyone in the camp together with my team mates ( dba , bai , ilani and sarah ) . hehe . (p/s: kami ni exco makanan la kononnya ~ )well , since that was our 1st time . everything seemed like ' kelam kabut' gila2 eventhough we've planned it well one week before the camping .however, it was still enough to create a lot of sweet memories together .. i would never forget how did we survive there . especially the three of us (dba, bai ngan aku) .. betul2 restless tapi tetap cool melayan permintaan org nk mkn cepat la apa la plus kami dgn tak sempat mandi semua ..haha .. overall the camp was very exciting yet unforgettable la ( especially our moments as kitchen people la yg lain2 aku taktau sbb most of the time we all kt kitchen ja .. cooking,cooking and cooking ! tapi takpa . puas hati tgk org dpt makan apa yg kami prepare )yeah ..i will surely miss it a lot ~ tapi next time tak janji la nk join lagi ka tak . ahaha . takut busy weh ! ;p

p/s:: gambar2 kt sana aku takde lagi . nanti aku mintak kt biro dokumentasi yeah . insyaAllah .

love from ,

f y n a z

those glorious days of mine~

i longed for my glorious days a few years back..
those glorious days when she held me by her side ..
yes , everything seemed to be almost perfect just because of her ..
Ya Allah ..
would You take me to those days again?

p/s :: Al-Fatihah ~ Mama .. I miss you so much ..

your beloved daughter ,
p i n a s

to whom may it concern :)

First and foremost ..

Let me ask you guys a question ..

Have your relationship with him or her ever been on the rebound ?

Well .. just tell me if you have ever experienced it before..

I'm not concerning about myself actually ..

but those around me .. yeah maybe just 2-3 or persons out of 10 .. i thought so ..

hurmph , even if i don't like to say this but i have to ..

i think it's because i already got my own rights and guts as well to just say it out ..

and this is where it goes ...

Sometimes, i do feel like i am merely a ' reservation for the BROKEN-HEARTED people'

(P/S:: although i know that it's quite pathetic to have thought of it that way.. i'm just so sorryy guyss~)

but please .. Don't you ever 'popped-up' questions like these to me

" OH WHY IS THAT SO ???! HOW COULD YOU SAY THIS ??!' and bla bla bla ..

Because it won't change my statement a bit by 'popping-up' such questions ..

Come on guys , i do not want to hear those lame questionaires anymore~

No matter how you find the statement is very harsh on you ..

i would still be in my favour to state that this is the TRUTH what ??

and this time ..

you SHOULD know that i also have a FRAGILE HEART inside which you are supposed to handle it with care at one particular time

in other words , i cannot simply swallow all those things that you say or do regardless ..

i'm not a substitute yet sort of a 'reservation' whenever you feel like you're being left out by the ones that you loved like HELL before ..

please do not expect me to be your temporary lover while you're in the middle of healing process ..

i'm not the catalyst which would make your chemical reaction becomes completely reacted within a few secs..

cause i'm just a human-being ..

once again , i warn you not to play with my 'fragile' heart ..

treat me as you are handling sort of apparatus in a science laboratory ..

yes , you should handle it with care for it is easily broken ..

and one more thing ..

i'm not the solution which you can just simply discard like a chemical garbage right after you get the results of the experiment ..

p/s :: i do not give a damn anyway if the chemical reaction is

similarly compared to my heart ..since it's all just sort

of comparisons rite ? and one more thing for sure ...

i'm already taken by H.I.M .. yes .. the name is arr_zw_n .. nah .. u just fill in the blank with the 'aeiou' thingy k..figure it out yourself if you think you really know him .. and you may go to hell with your broken-hearted feelings .. i even had him by my side .. n i love him like a lot ~

love from ,
forever21 freak